Humans always complain about what they have and sometimes forget that some people are having much worst situation than them. In my case, i am not going to complain but I have come to the state that I no longer care whether the future is going to happen as what is planned. I pretty much lose my hope. I have set aside my ego but still it does not really work out. So, i am just going to let it be although it is bleeding inside. I can do this!