After decades of abandoning this blog alone, i finally decided to resume writing. yes, sometimes i need to throw out what i feel about life but sometimes there might not be the right person to do so. So, the simplest solution is BLOG! Thanks to whoever invented this piece..it is really awesome tool :)

Well, i'm now back to being a student. The class is hectic with projects and exams which test your endurance to the max. Trust me, it really drains you out physically and mentally. However, the fun part of it is you are with groups of friends who are on the same boat as you are and we work like crazy and have fun like hell as well. Thus, i like it here..plus my classmates are hawtttt :P :P

I have already went through one hell of semester and i couldn't help but falling to one guy in my class from day 1 that i met him. However, things do not go out as planned and maybe he is not meant for me. Of course i was disappointed at first but then my classmate made me realize of another guy in the class who might be interested in me. Bear in mind that I am not that type of person who move easily from one guy to another but i keep my option wide this time. I did not know whether my friend is only teasing me with Mr F but i tried to give second chance to myself and see whether her hypothesis is accurate. So, i tried to be friendly with him by smiling whenever we bumped onto each other and other stuff that friends usually do.After about a month of realizing the existence of Mr F, i somehow thinks that my friend's prediction is accurate. Lately, we are becoming a lot closer and he somehow indicate his interest in becoming "friends" with me through emails and he is one damn guy who say things straight out loud (which a quality i like in a guy because i am not good in understanding implied meanings of words/actions). God, i really feel like a butterfly in my stomach now and does that mean it is love? I dont know as i am still shocked and confused but one thing for sure i will always remember you in my prayer, Mr F :)