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Name: Feruz in da HoUse
Home: bloomington, Indiana, United States
About Me: 20 years old,sagittarius,hailed from Malaysia,curently studying in Indiana University Bloomington,best described as frequent traveller(kaki jalan gitu)
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  Friday, November 20, 2009  
 
 
God Knows Best
well..i'm officially back to school now and from last entry i told you about Mr F whom i think i so nice and gentleman. Good thing is we have sort of going out together but i have known the ugly truth which is he is not into dating and he will marry the girl from his country somehow. Of course it was disappointed to hear such remarks but God is Great, He knows what is best for me and i don't want to think about it much further. Wish him good luck in finding his soul mate..that girl is damn lucky!
posted by feruz @ 12:23 AM   0 comments
 
 
  Thursday, October 29, 2009  
 
 
ku tlah jatuh cinta?
After decades of abandoning this blog alone, i finally decided to resume writing. yes, sometimes i need to throw out what i feel about life but sometimes there might not be the right person to do so. So, the simplest solution is BLOG! Thanks to whoever invented this piece..it is really awesome tool :)

Well, i'm now back to being a student. The class is hectic with projects and exams which test your endurance to the max. Trust me, it really drains you out physically and mentally. However, the fun part of it is you are with groups of friends who are on the same boat as you are and we work like crazy and have fun like hell as well. Thus, i like it here..plus my classmates are hawtttt :P :P

I have already went through one hell of semester and i couldn't help but falling to one guy in my class from day 1 that i met him. However, things do not go out as planned and maybe he is not meant for me. Of course i was disappointed at first but then my classmate made me realize of another guy in the class who might be interested in me. Bear in mind that I am not that type of person who move easily from one guy to another but i keep my option wide this time. I did not know whether my friend is only teasing me with Mr F but i tried to give second chance to myself and see whether her hypothesis is accurate. So, i tried to be friendly with him by smiling whenever we bumped onto each other and other stuff that friends usually do.After about a month of realizing the existence of Mr F, i somehow thinks that my friend's prediction is accurate. Lately, we are becoming a lot closer and he somehow indicate his interest in becoming "friends" with me through emails and he is one damn guy who say things straight out loud (which a quality i like in a guy because i am not good in understanding implied meanings of words/actions). God, i really feel like a butterfly in my stomach now and does that mean it is love? I dont know as i am still shocked and confused but one thing for sure i will always remember you in my prayer, Mr F :)
posted by feruz @ 10:53 AM   0 comments
 
 
  Sunday, February 01, 2009  
 
 
i am touched
Offline messages from Yahoo Messenger

XXX: I watched in the news that your company is going to lay down 5000 employees worldwide
XXX: and I am worried since I havent seen you online for a week. Is it anything related to the news that make you so?
XXX: Let me know if anything okie.

**i am touched **
**I was not fired nor asked to leave voluntarily. We were just having 1 week off due to Chinese New Year holiday and i couldnt thank you more for all who have stood by me and stayed concern about my future. Love you all :)
posted by feruz @ 9:22 PM   0 comments
 
 
  Tuesday, March 20, 2007  
 
 
Random thoughts
~ Have u ever heard of a Malay movie called Mukhsin? it's a pretty cool movie which story entails about first love story between Orked and Mukhsin. I was not able to capture the whole message of the movie as i watched it in a very uncomfortable condition. The cinema was not air-conditioned as it claimed, the seat wasn't comfortable, the audience sitting next to me was very annoying that i feel like giving him a punch in his face. Manners..please !!!

~ I never thought that a color might cause political issues/debates. This is too much and i can't believe that this is the world that i'm living in.

~ I hang out with my younger sister and her friends due to boredoms. Actually tried very hard to fix in but was not really successful due to the age gap and immaturity issue. Up until now, i can't believe that i did that. Who knows what i might be up to when boredom strikes me again :P

~ No offense, but i'm very 'allergic' to couples who call their partners as bi, sayang especially teenagers. Like, come onla, u are just another teenage couples who will break up in another months or so. So, don't fool yourselfla..ok

~ My family has been quite active in local politics scene. I was intending to join the party but the registration is such a pain in the ass. I thought i could just just apply online and gave my particulars to the local branch but it turned out that everything has to be done manually. Ades, malas betul. Next time, maybe.

~ Lastly, bilerlah i boleh berambus from this house with a secured job and everything? Buhsan giler lepak umah, income pun tader. Nasib baik my dad agreed to give me monthly allowance. Kalo tak, tak dapekla nak meronggeng ngan member2. camnerlah nak kaya gini..isk2. pernah gak terfikir jadik penyeludup brg kat sempadan malaysia-thailand tuh ke, dah sah- sah boleh kaya cepat. pastuh mammpus pun cepat.hehehe. dasyat gak eih my job to be punyer imagination, inilah akibatnyer lame sgt menganggur. kekekeke.


Ciao peeps.
posted by feruz @ 2:14 PM   0 comments
 
 
  Sunday, March 04, 2007  
 
 
Cycle of life
In less than three weeks, my best friend is going to get married. We first knew each other when we were 13 and we became close since then. We shared almost the same interests; from sports to boys. Back then, it never occurred to me that she was the first among us to settle down due to her background. Being the eldest children of a pious parents, she had to live within the family's respective name and her social life was never a freedom. I had never heard of her getting involved in a serious relationship with any boys during high school. Yet, it is her who is getting married at the end of this month with a man whom she loves dearly. Life is unpredictable, isn't it ?
Whatever it is, i am truly happy for her and i can't wait for the wedding ceremony!

In addition to the dozens ( ok..it might sounds exaggerating but there are lots of them)of wedding cards that my parents received, i am also expecting 4 nephews/nieces and 1 cousin this year. isn't that many? Habislah raya next year, i'll be kopak :( . How i wish i were still a child. Then i can collect a lot of duit raya..hehehe.

While there are a lot of new births, there are also deaths. I was taught that both are predetermined by God. One brings happiness while the same is not true for the other. Last week, my younger sister had just lost her childhood friend to brain cancer. Her friend was 17 , and she did not know that she had brain cancer until it was too late. The incident reminded me of my friend, who died from motor accident. He was 17 back then. It was the first day of SPM's Oral Test and i was shocked to find out that i had just lost my friend on that very fine day. What saddened me more was the fact that i could not attend his burial ceremony and saw him for the very last time. We had actually met 2 weeks before he died but i could not recognized him . He was smiling all the way from afar and my forever regret would be not returning his smile and recognizing that it was him who was smiling at me. Alike my sister's friend, he also died at a very young age. It made me wonder sometimes, if i were chosen to face God, will i be ready? Will i have all the necessities to face the malaikats? Will i be placed with the chosen ones/ orang2 beriman? Ya Allah..lead me the way...
posted by feruz @ 1:15 PM   0 comments
 
 
  Saturday, January 27, 2007  
 
 
My ' Dunia Baru'
At first, i wanted to share photos taken since last month but there was some technical problem that hinder my intention. Never mind, maybe next time.

So, i was in Penang last Wednesday. I originally intended to explore the other 'side' of Penang since my parents are not a big fan of Georgetown,Batu Feringhi area.For these past years, USM-Bukit Jambul-Bayan Lepas- Balik Pulau were the only spots of Penang that i went to. After finishing the initial task that brought me there, i headed my journey to Komtar/ Perangin Mall area. I know2. There was nothing there. But, it has been ages since i last stepped my feet there. I wanted to see if there's anything that i missed for these past few years. And i was wrong.

Then, i had to go back to Kedah already since it is already late. Next on my to-do- list in Penang is shopping at the new shopping center, Queensbay Mall, which i heard, is hugeee. Cant wait for that shopping spree!!! Hooray.. :)
posted by feruz @ 10:41 PM   0 comments
 
 
  Monday, January 15, 2007  
 
 
wake up, wake up n bitching in Malay
Raya Haji was OK. In fact, this is the first time that i had to 'raya' in a car. We spent a night before raya in Ipoh, then at about noon on the Eid itself, we drove back to Kedah.

On the other note,I'm still unemployed, i kind a like it because i dont have to do anything. But, deep inside i feel kind of worry of where my future might be held. On Sunday, i received an email from UMW Toyota about an interview. It did not specify anything except that i have to call him for information. I did not realized the email at first because it was on spam. I kind of feeling not really interested to call back since the position requires me to do stuff that i dont really like to do. So, i waited till just now and called them. It turned up that the man was so rude. I did not know what to use as a salutation (Mr/Miss) since the name on the email was Noor Akmal. Then, he said(basically mcm marah) something like "apsal duduk jauh sgt, mcm mane nak interview". What the hell, ape kaitan duduk mane ngan interview. If i do really want the job, then i must work on somethingla kan for the interview. then, i explained to him about the email went to spam and all..and i did not realize it. actually saje je, i dah dari mula x interested. Then, he said something like biler boley interview nih.I said friday,at 11. Then, he asked with an annoying voice: do u know where the Subang Outlet is? I said no. Then, bukannye die nak kasik address through email ke ape ke. Die terus je ckp, tanye je ah kwn2 u kat subang. It is at usj 9. Fuck off. period. i will not go for the interview, sape nak keje ngan colleagues mcm tu. There's no fucking way that i will go for the interview even though i know i dont have problem searching for the premise. The way he emailed about the job and talked just represented his arrogance and unprofessionalism. jgn harap aku nak g, mcm tader company lain je. Argh....marahnyer!!!
posted by feruz @ 10:52 PM   1 comments